the not knowing spills over
into everything else
the washed laundry is only half dry!
the bathroom smells like piss!
the sink is full of half soaked day-old spaghetti!
the rug is mushed with nutrigrain crumbs!
the downstairs is a treacherous maze of dinoasuars and legos!
and i don’t know when this will end!
and i don’t know how