it’s hard to start at zero again
when i was a kid i used to
play double or nothing
i guess it was easy then
just wagering candy
or a nolan ryan rookie card
the stakes get higher as we grow older
it’s harder to know when to fold
i peek through the blinds
to see the world outside
people walking their dogs
and enjoying the nice summer sun
and i wonder if i’ve got a losing hand
if it’s time to just walk away
and i worry that empty arms
can never really be filled again
anyways
Less Than 1%: Surviving My Stillborn 