i think if you really want to feel alone
you must get married
it’s logically sound
that you would feel the most lost
in supposedly the place
you are least likely to be lost
if you would really like to experience loneliness
get married and then chain yourself
to the rock of things that do not change
and do not worry about keeping warm
the putrid corpes of all the laughed-at promises
will stave off the coldness in the night