i love her so darkly
like midnight on the verge of tears
or the river Thames under siege
God hangs over me in holy clouds
and begs me to accept this plight
without such trembling
but i clamor against His promises
i cling to what has slipped through my fingers
and even though i know separation is but temporary
my connection to her is so ancient
that time itself, in a way,
has lost its meaning