she died in the cold
and i began to love the snow
heat created separation
and i have been indifferent to the sun
but something has shifted
and this chilly summer air now suffocates me
i do not want a break from her
but i want a break from missing her
just one month of sweating and boiling
would be nice
so i could temporarily forget
that winter will be coming again soon
Less Than 1%: Surviving My Stillborn 