waiting for eternity to begin

how do i feel
how do i feel as her birthday approaches

confused comes to mind
confused always comes to mind

time has never moved so quickly
or so slowly

2 years of separation
24 months of not knowing why
730 days of mixing up the sun and the moon

how do i feel
how do i feel as her birthday approaches

like i have a lifetime ahead
of imagining who she would have been

and an eye on eternity,
in the corner of my dreams