she was missing
but she wasn’t gone yet
it’s very different, you see
in that picture she hadn’t been born yet
but still on the way in our minds
in this picture she had already departed
and now able to live on only in our hearts
it’s very different, you see
in that picture i didn’t know what was coming
and in this picture
i don’t even know who that other woman is
Less Than 1%: Surviving My Stillborn 