is there a room in the house

is there a room in the house
without you?

it feels like something bad is about to happen
even though a bad thing
already happened

but it’s squirting out of my insides
this dread
this constipation
this paralysis of hope

every morning i still open my eyes
intentionally
and i swing by legs around the bed
and i go walking through this house
i peak in all the rooms
knowing you won’t be there
but you will always be there

sometimes i wonder
why god gets all the credit
when we do all of the fucking work

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