sadness is a strange sensation
so much like hunger
it falls on me like snow
and then suddenly overwhelms
(and once i have identified it i can’t ignore it
and once i can’t ignore it i have to face it)
there is something about home
that i do not want to return to tonight
maybe it is our new christmas tree
it just looks like it is trying too damn hard
and i know exactly how it feels
Less Than 1%: Surviving My Stillborn 